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I literally fuck up the most simple things ever people need to quit telling me to grow up I'm useless by myself
#txt#obvs i can book apps and go to apps by myself#but like#i just fucked up something that should be so easy#by doing it ten mins earlu#early*#now i gotta spend fuck knows how long on the phone tomorrow fixing it#ive triggered myself#after having a generally good day#like#bro#i cant be alone#i cant live alone#ill probsbly poison myself or something im so fucking stupid man#and he just left me 😂😂😂#im so annoyed man
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well, I fucked it up
#it being my sleep schedule#wanted to go to bed early#now its nearly 4am#how did this happen#i know how#i cant live alone#i fall into the swamp when i dont see people enough#m
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Looking for a roommate and so far no luck 🙃🙃🙃
#I have some time still#but like#i cant live alone#last time I lived alone i got hooked on raeaction videos just so I could see human emotion#being alone is not good for my mental health
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have humans developed a language that can accurately describe the intensity of this grief?
#this is beyond words#i cant imagine who alone this person feels right now#and how alone all palestinians must feel#completely abandoned and forgotten by the world as your body is ripped to shreds in broad daylight#by 65k tonnes of bombs#this feels like the end of the world to me. i cant imagine anything beyond this#free palestine#palestine#gaza#glory to the martyrs#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#long live palestine#long live the resistance#death to israel
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just had a crying breakdown on the phone with my bf life is good 😍
#i am failing#at least one class this semester#maybe more#and i dont know how to talk about it with my friend#i dont wanna hear shit about it#i know i should do better#i feel like a fake for using my physical pain and shit as an excuse#lolol its not like i have a chronic illness or anything /s#i hate this#im not doing well#i cant live alone#i cant get good grades#i cant be alone in the winter but my roommate is never here and i#fuck#i miss him#i have spent a total of like. 15 minutes with him the last two weeks#i want a normal life#i wanna be a normal college student#please#vent
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4 boys, 1 braincell 😌🧎🏼♀️
#the heart killers#firstkhao#kantbison#joongdunk#fadelstyle#gmmtv live house#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#that chicken conversation was so extremely FK coded i cant dkjhgd#first going look at my besties hairstyle!! he looks so cool!!#and then joong being like oh yeah. like a chicken.#djkhfd#he looked adorable with that hair leave my boy alone#theyre so chaotic#theyre just like me fr#all 4 of them match each others freaks and thats how you know its a perfect cast#i love them sm :(#oh and also on a different note??#dunk in that leopard shirt????#serving c*nt???#has me absolutely dead#on the floor#how does he look so good in all his Style outfits#fcking hell#already deep in my dunk thirst era#sjkdhfd
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Shout out to the non-partnering people out there who want to spend their lives with a friend and live with them without it being a QPR or partnership of any kind.
#text#aro#aromantic#aroace#arospec#aspec#nonpartnering#non-partnering#non partnering#nonamorous#i see a lot of posts abt living with your friends bu tit's always about QPRs#as if living with a friend means that it must be a partnership of some kind#i just want to tell ppl it's ok to not want a partnership and still want to live with a friend.#im someone who cant live alone i need someone i trust to live with and my closest relationships are my friendships#so living with a friend is like my only option#but i dont want it to be assumed that im in a QPR or partnership just because I live with a friend
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[ID: A limited palette of green and pink, Vashwood comic. The first page serves as a prologue. The first panel shows Vash speaking to someone off screen while Wolfwood is lingering behind him. A black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the second panel, Vash is buying donuts in the distance while Wolfwood is once again in view, lingering. and the black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the third panel, Vash is leaving a cubicle and turning towards his right with a slightly peeved expression. He sees Wolfwood, leaning against the cubicle, waiting for him, and with the black arrow drawn, pointing at him, implicating the consistent hovering of Wolfwood’s presence during Vash’s everyday. At the bottom of the page, they’re drawn out of panel with Vash turning to Wolfwood and saying with an irritated expression, “You’re really following me everywhere, huh?” Wolfwood responds, “What, you got a problem?” Vash responds without hesitation, “Yeah, kinda...”
The second page starts with a new day. In the first panel, Vash is seen alone, weighing apples in his hands at a mart, with crowds passing behind him. In the second panel, he turns to his right and starts to say, “Hey, Wolfwood...” In the third panel, he’s startled from seeing a stranger, whom he’d accidentally called out to when he was expecting to see Wolfwood. He says, “Oh, you’re not him. Sorry!” In the fourth panel, the stranger walks off and Vash muses, “Right, he said he had something to do today...”
The third page begins with a close up of Vash's miffed expression, the continuation of Vash's thoughts, "Now that he's not here, this is just like how I used to be, but... It feels lonely somehow. Oh well, I'll see him again tonight, like always." In the second panel, it shows Vash walking through the marketplace crowd, alone. In the third panel, the door panel is a close up of the door opening with a peek of Vash's head. He says, "Wolfwood!" In the fourth panel, Vash is holding a bag of food with a bright smile and says, "Are you hungry? I got you something to eat today!"
The fourth page begins with a shot of the room, two beds being highlighted, one of them being made properly with the blanket draped over the bed and the other with the blanket folded and pillow sitting on top of it. There's no sign of Wolfwood. The second panel shows Vash with a disappointed look as he thinks, "He's still not here?" The third panel shows Vash putting the bag of food on the table. Stapled to the paper bag is the receipt with a written note "For Wolfwood." Vash's thoughts continue "He does like to stay out so, I guess there's no reason to worry..." The fourth panel shows Vash sitting his bed somberly with his thoughts continued, "It's not any of my business anyway..."
The fifth page starts with a close up his blank expression as he looks downwards, thinking, "Even if he left completely... That'd be understandable and better for him. I'll just travel alone again... like before... Huh?" The next panel shows Vash's composure break, tears welling up in his eyes suddenly, as he didn't expect to cry. He starts to sob, putting his hands to his face to quiet himself and wipe at his tears, as he says, "Ugh... Dammit... I miss h..." The last panel shows Vash leaning over into his hands, still crying, and in the back, the door swings wide open with a bam as Wolfwood walks through with the punisher swung behind him. He shouts, "SPIKEY! You in here?!"
The sixth page starts with Wolfwood confused, looking at Vash and Vash looks back, just as confused, with tears in his eyes and snot out of his nose. Wolfwood starts saying, "Ah? You..." No longer in panels, at the bottom of the page, Wolfwood takes the Punisher off of himself and starts to walk towards Vash, continuing with slight concern, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" Vash, hurriedly begins to wipe at his tears, denying immediately, "No! No, I'm fine! Nothing happened!"
The seventh page, Vash points towards the table, with a hand still wiping at his tears and he smiles as he says, "I uh got you food. On the table." Wolfwood looks towards to the table and responds, "Oh. I was getting hungry, thanks." He turns his head back to Vash immediately after with an uncertain expression, knowing the other wasn't responding to his concern, and says, "But, I know you're an idiot with this stuff, so I'm reminding you again. Don't brush it off if it's an issue, alright?"
The eight page, Vash's tears have dried and he looks to Wolfwood with a soft smile and responds, "Yeah. It's okay though..." A panel at the center shows a side view of Vash approaching Wolfwood. At the bottom of the page, with no panel, is a close up shot of Vash's hand, holding onto the edge of Wolfwood's jacket sleeve, as he says, "Because you're here now. Wolfwood."
The final page is a back shot of both of them standing next to each other, Wolfwood's head tilted slightly to the left, not fully believing Vash as he says, "That doesn't answer anything, Spikey." Vash responds, "There's no need to talk about it! You should enjoy your food. Let's have a drink too?" Wolfwood responds, "Tsk, tsk. Fine, yeah. I could use one." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#but onto this comic... i think and talk a LOT about vash's loneliness bc trigun is just. kind of central on that for a good while! esp in#the original manga he was alone for a good portion of it and he tends to keep others away like how he ran away from meryl and milly when#they tried to tag along. and he was kind of bothered when he realized ww was following him around Too. at the core even though he loves#humans and he loves deeply the people he does know -- he isnt really much of a people person and i think thats been the case since he was#young considering his initial doubts towards humans... with the exception of kids bc kids dont give him moral conflicts. so suddenly#here comes wolfwood!!! his guide. someone TRULY affixed to him until he has to get to knives. someone who isnt budging and someone whos#really good at following him around and even seems like he goes like 5 steps ahead to make sure vash doesnt run on him#in one way its - i don't want you to follow me bc i don't want to burden you and i don't want you to kill the people i want to save.#in another way its - i like this companionship. i like waking up to you and i like ending the way with you. i like talking to someone who#knows my world. i like being in your space and sometimes i enjoy talking about our day#theyre just living together. like. roadtrip buddies or theyre also under the same roof because they're going everywhere together.#trimax they mainly spend their mornings together and if they had personal business attend the other person would usually know and itd only#be during the midday. anyway bc of this kind of companionship i figure that vash eventually grew accustom to it and he really. cant go back#to the kind of loneliness from before. it's harder to imagine and it'd be harder to withstand. esp after 2 years with lina and her grandma.#ruporas art
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something about finding safety in a bed that's long been empty
#dude i need you to know how fucked up i was about sniper and his parents#me and my friend were really GOING AT IT like. this poor man loved his parents so dearly#i cant imagine the grief he felt knowing they had passed#AND HE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE !!! ALONE !! FOR MONTHS AFTER!!#its gotta fuck a person up#especially since all the things that once brought him comfort are stripped of that warm familiarity bc his parents are gone.#now all he's got is a cold empty old house and himself#tf2#tf2 sniper#tf2 sniper's parents#tf2 fanart#art#team fortress 2#squishart
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me finding out there’s no fics for kyle gallner and that he’s married all in the same day
#kyle gallner#dinner in america#x reader#fics#the passenger#jennifer’s body#smile#i’m devastated#he’s just SOOOOO hot#this is unfair#this is cruel#how can i get over him if i cant read everything about him and live out my fantasies#i need fics before i die#hyper fixation goes hard#i will think about him for the next ten months if i can’t read something#somebody help me#😫😫😫😫#i’m not surprised he’s married#he’s too hot to be alone#good for them i guess 🧍♀️🚗#the way he is in interviews TOO? if i was his wife i’d be sweating#or i’d be so proud that he picked me#he’s so flirty#and gorgeous#and his smile#omg#i’m in love#i need a man like him irl#or i need to be institutionalised
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One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.
Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.
Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.
#ngl this description was a shock to see purely coz wtf were inazuma vision bearers doing lmao#unless they didnt want to leave their countrymen alone while the decree was still up#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yeah idk what else to say about it other than the fact that Kaeya's vision is the biggest middle finger from celestia#celestia: lol f this kid specifically. he did nothing wrong but his fam sure did#1 more thing but do they have to approach a teleport waypoint to use it?#im assuming they do purely coz they dont memorize where all the other waypoints are#ngl this opens up to other ideas like cyno tighnari and collei travelling instead of teleporting is coz nari hasnt been to mond#same with others taking a boat coz they havent encountered that waypoint yet#i guess that explains things for most inazuma vision bearers actually :O they havent left the nation so they cant unlock the other waypoints#wow i have a lot of thoughts here in the tags yet again. kaeyachi with the tags that can be a whole entire post instead.#right back to kaeyangst but seriously what a wicked timing. him receiving it too late to prevent everything#him also receiving it just in time to let him continue living his life full of lies...(his own words not mine)#did he start learning how to use it immediately? did he fear its usage because it meant celestia was watching him?#did he stare at it in betrayal? throw it off a cliff? hide it in his drawers?#so many thoughts hnghh
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Alone
#ough. everyday i think about that fucked up period in between kubo and the soul pulvis getting exorcised#and the final replay#bc like. rindo survived! shibuya is saved and kubo/the soul pulvis are no more!#quite literally erased from existance!#and yet.#its everything he set out to accomplish but its also not#because his friends arent here#fret isnt here. shoka isnt here. nagi and neku and beat arent here. not even sho or uzuki or any of the reapers he met either#no one he encountered during the game is here anymore#and its not just that theyre dead#they dont exist#no one remembers them and theres no trace they ever existed#only he remembers. only he knows what happened. only him#hes surrounded by thousands of people yet he has never been so alone#and not only that but he also has to live with the fact that he was technically to blame for this!#all those replays he did to make sure his friends lived ended up resulting in him losing all of them!#its a special kind of hell. hes the only one who knows but he cant tell a single person about it#hes surrounded by people yet is further away from all of them than hes ever been. he cant confide in anyone he cant tell anyone#man. rindo.............#rindo kanade#neo the world ends with you#neo twewy#ntwewy#the world ends with you#twewy#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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Can we see any of your drawings you may have had for the side characters please??? 👉👈
I only got a couple so far! I think I'm gonna do Nicaise next
#jokaste#aimeric#captive prince#kings rising#caprisun#can you believe damen fumbled a tall evil goddess? i would end myself#OKAY maybe he didnt “fumble” her. maybe it was the evil goddess part that ended it. but. but the loss is there ok. that shit would plague m#she is obviously sporting my headcanony akielon undercut like damen#but can you imagine going from this tall enchanting queen to. to looking down at a weird blue eyed frog with a stick up his ass#bi rights to damen but jesus christ my man#damen literally became the kinda guy that shows you a photo of his aint shit boyfriend on his iphone 5 while you're getting brunch together#and you have to say oh you two look so nice together. even though you cant believe he's letting that dude hit it.#like bro? you ever been to my garden? because i think you're dating one of my fucking gnomes#now onto aimeric.#he is my. he is my little tormented guy. manipulated to hell and back. abandoned. alone yet soulful and full of promise.#he schemes and pretends and KILLS A BUNCHA PEOPLE......#FUCKS UP JORD FOR LIFEEEEEEEEEE#AND THEN OLLIE OUTS OF EVERYONES LIVES DUE TO IMMEASURABLE GUILT#AND MAKES SURE TO DELIVER THE FINAL KAMEHAMEHA TO JORD WITH THAT LITTLE MESSAGE????#who does it like him#iconic. show stopping. mesmerising. he is the moment
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sometimes i forget that there’s actual grown ass men on this app
#𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.#its bcs im not on that side of tumblr ik#but that fact alone made me ignore everyone outside of the jjk / writinf community#bcs why did i see a grown man on tumblr live talk about civil rights and stuff 😭#and about women and their rights ofc bcs men cant keep us out of their mouth 🙄 .#i thought that happened over at instagram
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guy that entertains the thought of strangling and/or viciously biting their counterpart, mutters "ill kill you" under their breath and is clawing at the threads of fate binding them together but never ever makes i hate my wife jokes
#does anyone. does anyone else agree#i live for this kind of dynamic its like a lab grown hater. bonus points if its both of them doing it to each other#yapping#oc#my magicians are like this to each other for reasons they cant explain let alone to other people
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inside of you are two wolves. one of them loves mouthwashing and think curly is a great metaphor for anyas pregnancy. the other one knows like 2 things about first aid and knows that there is literally no way for someone to sustain that many third degree burns and survive even a week
#i love this game. BUT IT DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT#YOU CANT LIVE WITJOUT FUCKING. SKIN.#i know jimmy was NOT calling anya an incompetent nurse when keeping curly alive was literally not possible. like ever. and she did it#just the risk of infection alone makes my head hurt. i know he was cultivating six new fungi per every square inch of skin.#not to even mention literally everything else your skin does. your skin is very important. chat#i want so badly to suspend my disbelief#mouthwashing
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